DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH WHEN I'M GONE BABY ♥

I loved the phone call yesterday and I definitely won't forget you for even one second during my trip :) You're the best and I can't believe how in love with you I am :$

"When we first met, I had no idea that you'd be this important to me."

I'm sorry I'm so stubborn and over-analytical. It's a huge flaw I have. It was really stupid of me to bring up the entire situation up again and make everything worse again. When I called you, I had every intention of ending the argument nicely but I don't know what came over me. I guess I become defensive when you tell me I'm stubborn all the time. I know that, and I am really sorry about that. But, instead of stating that, it would be better for the both of us if you tried to teach me to be more understanding. I never learned how to properly forgive someone, no one in my life has ever shown me what it means to forgive and forget. I try to when it comes to you, as much as possible. But as much as possible isn't enough. And again, I really am sorry for that and I'm hoping you could be there to teach me and support me and show me how to do things right. You are my love and guidance. Please don't be angry or frustrated or sad at me. I'm really sorry. I try my best for you. I do.

Call me?

It's been so long,
I feel so out of touch,
thoughts cloud my head and heart,
I think I think too much.