So today, I'm feeling oddly happy and confident. I feel as if nothing in the world can take me down (: Thus, taking advantage of this mood, I am ready to make a final decision about the issue that's been in the back of mind. I think today is the day I will finally let him go. It's a relief to be able to write this down. It feels more official when I can see it written before my eyes. But yeah, I think that it's been long enough. Always waiting for change to come because I was too scared to do anything. Letting this awkward rift between us grow and grow while I constantly regret my actions or lack thereof. I've held onto this for longer than needed. Time to just leave it be as a memory. I will remember this always and learn from it. No need to dwell on the past anymore. Time to look towards the future without hesitation. I will be happy without him :)