You're the definition, of a life I would be missin'.
Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose your love.
I cannot live without you by my side.
Take all my love. Take my soul, my mind.

See my book is filled with so many pages of your memory.
Let's finish the story, a never ending story.


It's been a while since I posted so I'll make this a good one : ) Promise this will be worth the read. When we first went out, I didn't expect to fall this deep for you. I don't even understand when I fell in love with you. When you first told me, I didn't know how to react. But when I thought about it, I knew I cared about you a lot. I was willing to put your happiness above everything else. I didn't care what other people thought. I only wanted to spend time with you selfishly and not share. I wanted to do things with you. Like play at the play ground with you, cook for you, kiss you, go shopping for you, meet Pingu with you, make you a signature, be protective of you and talk on the phone with you until we were both too tired to continue. You, you, you. Everything had to do with you. I realized that I did love you. And I told you. Three months later, I still love you. I love you more than yesterday. And I'm absolutely certain that I'll love you even more tomorrow.

Sooo, I'm waiting for your phone call right now.. so I thought it'd be nice to write a blog in the mean time :) I know you're an avid fan of my blog now, don't deny it oppa ♥

Anyways, STRESSSSSSS is taking over my life. I hate physic. ITS SO BORING. I have to do well in chem 12 and data 12. My average must be above 90 this semester or I will shoot myself. PLUS, on top of all the now, the future is scaring me. What am I going to do with my future? What courses will I take next year? Which universities will I apply to? What program will I go into? I'm uber confused about all this -.-

At least you're here for me ♥ EXCEPT RIGHT NOW. I lied :) I love you.

I should be doing chemistry and physics right now...

Your brown eyes are perfect, especially when they're looking into my eyes. Everything you say to me makes me feel amazing, like I'm the queen of the world. And even when you say something that upsets me, I think about it for a minute and then I'm over it. I adore the way your eyes turn into little curves when you smile or laugh. I absolutely enjoy the moments when you want something or when you want my attention and you act like a little baby, all cute and whiny. When we argue it's weird because it has nothing to do with anger, it's love and I cant get over that. I love every little thing like your hair, your arms around my waist, your tolerance of just about everything and anything and the way you love me, how you wouldn't do anything to make me sad, and how you need me like I need you. I hope no other girl finds out about how incredible you are. I'm not so down with sharing.

It's been so long since I've had a post up~ I'm sorry blog. I've been really busy. My parents are in a frenzy and they're under so much stress. I really wish that I could help them but I can't ): That makes me so sad. If only there was a way I could just fix all their problems and make them happy ): Oh, and we're moving soon by the way T.T You should see my naked walls... It's so sad. All the cardboard boxes are slowly being filled up, taped up, and moved out. Everything's been so rushed and busy that I didn't even get to see my new house, let alone my new room ): But.. it's far... Really far. At least I'm not switching schools though. Plus, I get to take the car to school everyday as soon as I get my G2. Woo~

Thankfully, I have you, ( yes you ), by my side. I don't know what I'd do without you. There's just so much I want to say to you. But first and foremost, I want you to know that I love you so much. My heart always feels like it's going to burst when I'm with you. Everything you say and do makes me love you more. And the fact that you put up with everything and would do anything for me makes me feel like you're the only one who can love me in this entire world. I would do anything and I would give up anything to make you happy. Seeing you happy makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. I feel like I am returning all the affection and love you show me. When you smile, I feel like I accomplished the greatest thing in the world. And when you're sad, I want to just run and give you a big hug. But sometimes I can't and that makes me so sad ): I think that I am unconditionally comfortable with you now. I can share anything and everything with you. I can let you see my ugly side without being self conscious. I can see the beauty in your flaws. I love with you all my heart and you make me so happy that I could die. (: