I'm supposed to be doing my computer graphics and physics homework in class right now but I just can't focus. I can't. Not while knowing you're upset with me... I didn't know that it would make you sad... I'm so sorry. Right now, I can't wait until 3:05 so that I can go and see you and give you a hug and make you feel better and apologize properly. I don't want you to be sad anymore. You don't understand how much it worries and hurts me to see you sad. Please don't be upset with me my love. My habits are hard to break but maybe.. you can help me. I won't listen to anyone else but if it's you, I'm willing to change. I'll do anything. Anything to make you happy, remember? I meant it when I said that. I love you.