"When we first met, I had no idea that you'd be this important to me."

I'm sorry I'm so stubborn and over-analytical. It's a huge flaw I have. It was really stupid of me to bring up the entire situation up again and make everything worse again. When I called you, I had every intention of ending the argument nicely but I don't know what came over me. I guess I become defensive when you tell me I'm stubborn all the time. I know that, and I am really sorry about that. But, instead of stating that, it would be better for the both of us if you tried to teach me to be more understanding. I never learned how to properly forgive someone, no one in my life has ever shown me what it means to forgive and forget. I try to when it comes to you, as much as possible. But as much as possible isn't enough. And again, I really am sorry for that and I'm hoping you could be there to teach me and support me and show me how to do things right. You are my love and guidance. Please don't be angry or frustrated or sad at me. I'm really sorry. I try my best for you. I do.

Call me?

It's been so long,
I feel so out of touch,
thoughts cloud my head and heart,
I think I think too much.

Yesterday was one of the best days this summmmmmer. Pop rock kisses to make up for coming late, my boyfriend taking care of all the details of the night (that loser made me scared a few times D:), then meeting up with Maliko who showed us that quaint restaurant with good pizza and yummy bechuccino (?) kisses! The play was great, good storyline and characters - amazing that it was made by someone our age :O Then taking the streetcar at night, eating fries and a junior chicken at 10 then him walking me to my car :) I sincerely love that boy lots. Can't wait until next next week, when we'll enjoy more and more of these amazing days together ♥

PS. I want a Polaroid cameraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(
LIKE THIS ONE. OMG THEY HAVE IT IN BLUE TOO.

SOOOOOOOOOOO, I don't know why but yesterday was such a great day for me! We had this meeting with Dr. Ween and I didn't fail completely (not that I did great.. but good enough)! They served fries at the cafeteria (YES, food makes me happy.) It's the end of our second last week of volunteering! There was so little work to finish at volunteering! I went out to eat desserts with Olivia and my little brother. We all couldn't get through the entire plate we ordered but we tried! I found my newwww favourite combo: Crepe with Chocolatta icecream, topped off with fresh strawberries, drizzled in chocolate hazelnut sauce and whip cream.... YUM ♥ Then we were craving salty foods so we walked to the BurgerKing next door. We had poutine and onion rings (MY FAVOURITE!) There was a playscape so me and Johnny decided to go on it. Even though I got a knee burn it was reallllly fun! Then we went to Olivia's house a bit. I went through her closet and drawers for fun and talked about stufffffff! Then I went home with Johnny and we watched Degrassi. Then I had a long, wonderful conversation with my love about a bunch of thingssssssssssss. I like that we can talk about just anything and we'll click! I love him so much ♥

Looking forward to a better day today :)

August 12 - demetres & burger king with Olivia and Johnny!
August 13 - "running water" play & dinner with oppa ♥
August 14 - scott pilgram vs the world / vaughan mills
August 18 - trip to mcmasters with maliko & sleepover?
August 19 - LAST DAY OF VOLUNTEEER BIZNATCHES.
August 20 - hang out @ oppa's house
August 21 - sushi with loserrrrrrrrr of mine ;)

TO DO:
- The exhibition
- Wonderland !
- Vampires suck.
- bubble tea date <3
- beach. soon. time. please.
- ROM; "OHMYGOSH, THEY HAVE THE TERRACOTTA ARMY?!"

I GOT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE ♥.

I am happy for the rest of the day. *sighs happily* Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know... I am SO into you. :)

TODAY IS SUCH A NICE DAY! I hope you're having loads of fun :)

We went swimming today even though I know the chlorine isn't helping my hair out... I wish we could have hung out today :( It's sunny but not scorching and breezy but not stormy. PERFECT WEATHER FOR US TO HANG OUTTTTTTTT! But that's okay, cause you owe me when you come back!! Love you and miss you lots ♥

I'm stillllllllllllll up! I MISS YOU LOTS & LOTS ALREADY. You better be having fun for the both of us boob ;)! GAHHH, how can I sleep without talking with you on the phone while in bed? :( *dies* Come back quick darling, love you lots. ♥

[I can just imagine the gigantic smug grin on your face when you get back and read this. I bet I can guess what you're thinking too, "She's so into me." -.-]